Ages turned into ashes

The sun looks right today, the trees even look happy and birds enjoying it all but I wonder if it even matters now, it's all going to end soon. I heard the kids talking yesterday about the gaming zone, what could it possibly be that is replacing this happiness. I am out of my senses thinking of the massive destruction, it will be so painful.

Hey, look the cleaners are here! Sorry, can't help talking to myself, to enjoy I had to be alive but didn't realize these emotions will also crawl upto me. However, this helps me to attach to the kids visiting here. I can smile over the memories they have given me, even if tomorrow I don't exist I certainly hold something so worthy that my so-called successor also cannot achieve.
I have experienced the emotion of hurt, starting from the pre-school kids complaining about the swings and choice of game while teenagers and youngsters arguing over friendships and relationships. This friendship has been such a complicated relation, even the ones in their ninety's had issues about it and all them had weird reasons, those really made my day. I have seen daughters waiting for their father while hiding tears from family, mother running to find their kids and finally breathe in relief watching them safe & play here. Are those days long gone? The days where togetherness was everything and smiling represented happiness.

Oh, I remember these faces, wait, yes, this was the "Cool Gang '89" they look so grown up now, haha! They must have heard about the devastation, they are capturing the last glances and look they brought their little kids along to show their place of hangout. It looks so different now, the kids back then were so much of matter, but today I can't see those feelings, that innocence, or the excitement. "How good was it back then", is the only thing i hear most these days. Have I grown too old or didn't notice early enough what the world has done to its kids.

Probably it's the last evening charm I'll be welcoming, tomorrow morning I may or may not wake up to see the disaster. I hope the gaming centre can give happiness to this generation that I couldn't.
Time to bid bye or should I say signing out "The Green Park".